As said earlier, this will be entry that will be quite similiar to lilin's. Cause there are certain things which i want to say but i dare not say cause i'm shy and i'm not good with my words. so the following people, thank you for being my friends, all of you mean alot :) (in no order of preference, all equally impt. haha)
one : i've known you the longest out of this list. We dont see each other or talk to each other often, but when we do, there isn't any sense of awkardness or any embarrassing pauses, words just flow out, everything goes so smoothly and i think thats what good friends really are. your fingers and the weird things it does. hmmm. :)
two : you've been a really great friend, always tolerating my sometimes eccentric temper but never complaining. You are also always the first to show your concern when you know i'm down. OH and i rmb the stupid childish rivalry we had when we were lower sec. omg. dumb to the max. haha. anw. i love you (1st time i said, pls savour everyword, haha)
three : i dont think you know but i secretly admire you cause when you say that you're not going to do a certain thing, you make sure you dont do it, unlike me. & i find your perception of things very unique and you always blog it in an interesting way, that's why i like reading your blog. & most imptly, you and i share the same RACER! your stupid laughter when you get high is HILARIOUS. really glad to know you :)
four : i like it when i'm with you. i never fail to laugh cause you are so retardedly funny. you're always so optimistic and carefree, i've never seen you sad at all. when i'm with you, i enjoy myself thoroughly. i'm really happy to see you in vj! BUT no more last min shopping for gifts but more meatballs! you're da best! :)
five : a fellow member of the AAAAliance, that's make you special! i really like the way you see things, so sophiscated yet so true. it could have been great if we go to school together cos we stay near but never mind, i know you're enjoying yourself at where you're are, that's good! 4 and you are probably the only ones who laugh AT me :( but nvm i still treasure you both alot. i believe you'll achieve ALOT cos you are damn ZAI.
six : i got to know you in an interesting way : online. and the next thing, you came to my school! fate i guesse :) and we are close. i still remember you got 7( is it) for x-cnty and i gave you your first treat! haha. though you left sch earlier than me, and you travel so often, we still manage to see and talk to each other (dont worry, im sure we'll get a photo!) all the best in your 'career' and rmb 2012! i'll support you ,just remember to give me a free ticket. HAHA :)
seven : without you, i'll probably be like a lost sheep in class. remember great mind thinks alike so we talk about 'intelligent' stuff right. haha. i dont think i told you before but i was touched when you slowed down during one of the 2.4 practice for me :) ( it may seem a small thing but still thank you very much! i hope that you'll ALWAYS be who you are, happy bubbly and fun loving :)
eight : hmm .. i dont feel that we are THAT close as what people may think but still close i guesse. haha.nonetheless i'm really happy to have you as a gd friend cos you never fail to answer all the irritating physics and maths qns and the 'encouragement' you give. you are also irritating cos you always CHEAT me. but i must admit that sometimes (only sometimes) you can be QUITE ******* , maybe that's why you can attract so many unwanted/wanted AHEM :D
nine : one word : PLAIN FUNNY. haha. but it is really a joy to know you cause you do brighen up people's day and the class with your jokes & you are sincere. i think without you all, life in vj will be even more boring. & just to let you know, i feel comfortable talking to you, no barriers and not afraid to say things. glad to know that you're all settled now, haha treasure it :)
ten : you are among the very few priviledge one to know of my ( rather badly hidden) secret. haha. please feel honoured. honestly speaking, i think you're quite similar to me in the sense that we both reflect alot and prefer to be alone. but i want to tell you : dont doubt yourself, you have the potential ,unlease it, we all believe in you. and yes, if you dont find my explanation lousy you can ask me academic qns! haha
eleven : I MISS YOU ALOT. i miss your lame stuff, your sketches, your milo our ant ant joke! if you were in vj, i think we'll be talking about loads of dumb unrealistic and funny stuff and vj will be more fun :( i still have the postcard whereby you drew me and an ahma playing pingpong! haha. you are one of the people that made my sec sch life so fun filled. have a great time at where you are but pls take care :)
twelve : you are sooooo observant that nothing can escape your eyes. but at least you are more mature and thank you for being so considerate and not ***** as often as others. been classmates and in the same clique for dont know how many years, recieve so many valentine gifts frm you. haha. really treasure you. i still rmb our first convo, do you? haha
thirteen : you're certainly one i look up to cause of the passion for your sport. your determintation and resolve to do well in everything really amaze and motivates me but yet sometimes you can be so blur that i cant help laughing at you cos you make a fool out of yourself. i'm really proud to have you as a friend, you'll be successful in life.
fourteen : when i 1st saw you, i found that you're very friendly and bubbly, a nice person to be with and since then the impression hasnt change. a really big THANK YOU for being so selfless in sharing so many exams/ spa tips, being a kanchiong spider, digging other sch lecture notes out. haha. we'll all do well in A's and not more STM! :D
i'm tired! maybe i'll cont next time. but before i sleep: you guys add colour to mylife thanks :)
is it a risk?
should i say it or keep it to myself?
i wonder what would happen if i choose to say, will everything remain as it was?
can i have a prelude to the future before making a choice. haha
